Last post...thank God!!

Keeping up with these blogs has been hard for me.
Either I forget to post or I make a post and cannot find other blogs to comment on.
I almost forgot to make a post today, but I saw where Hannah commented on my post from last week and I was like "oh snap gotta make a post!"

Anyways I am really looking forward to this summer... I hope I can have a job... maybe 2 jobs
I love working because I think about all the money I will have to spend on pay-day...
This is the first time I have actually worked for my money and could spend it however I want...
At first I did want to go to summer school... but I didn't save any money to go and I would enjoy myself more this summer by just working and saving my money... I plan on buying a car too...
I refuse to be relying on other people to take me places forever and by fall I plan on driving other people places like they did for me...

I think this is going to be the first time I actually have an A in a class... Sociology has been very easy for me to grasp and I pass all the quizzes with an A, most of the time, and I did great on the midterm so now if I do well on the final I'm guaranteed to get an A in the class... yay me!

It's almost time for my writing conference and I'm really excited because after my in-class workshop I was still stuck and could not figure out what exactly to add to my paper... I thought going to the writing center was helping me, but it actually made things more confusing for me... I cant find enough sources and I'm not sure where my paper is even going!  oh well... hopefully this conference helps me...

Once again I cannot wait for this summer! I want more tattoos, clothes, and a car and I plan to get them all!!!

I know school isn't over yet, but have a great summer you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Well today was not a very good day...
Around 3am this morning I started feeling extremely sick. My body was aching, head was throbbing, and my throat was sore as ever! I thought that it could be a result of me eating a piece of candy I dropped on the floor in my room a couple hours before my symptoms started... I managed to go to sleep and when I woke up for class I could barely move! I was feeling worse than before I went to sleep, but I still made it to class... I was too ill to take notes in class and I just started feeling worse and worse as class went on... as soon as class let out I called to the student health clinic and told the nurse my symptoms. She told me to come in right away which was really messed up because I had another class to go to that actually takes attendance and I could not miss anymore points. I decided to put my health first and skip my class since I wouldn't be able to focus if I went anyways. The doctor told me I have a virus and gave me Tylenol and throat lozenges to take. She gave me 2 pills to take that moment while I wait for the strep test to come back and I fell asleep. When she came back with the results and woke me up I felt sooooo much better, but I still didn't make it to work because I was still in pain and probably contagious. I went to sleep and when I woke up I felt just as bad as I did before! The tylenol wore off, so I took more and  it didn't work as well as it did the first time :(   Now I'm feeling just as bad and I'm not getting any better... I hope I can make it to my classes and work tomorrow...

Oh and I am so blessed because I made it my mission to make it to my sociology class Monday that I keep missing and even though I was really late I made it and it just so happened that we had a quiz that day! and I did pretty good even though I missed all the lectures for it! yay me!

So, I've been thinking about dropping my math 125 course because I'm failing, but if I do that then I will have less than 12 hours and I think that means I lose my scholarship... however if I keep the math class I will have a fat D to kill my GPA. I do not know what to do! Anyways I missed my sociology class again! ugh I need to stop going to bed so late so I can wake up in time to go... I hope we didn't have a quiz. My FYS class was cancelled today, not like I ever remember to go... After English I am done with classes, I cannot make it to my others that day... 

Well I havent had a roommate all semester long, but now I do. Everyone was so shocked that someone was moving in with only a few weeks left... I wasnt forced to get a roommate, I actually invited her to stay because she was having issues with her roommate in another residence hall. Moving all her crap was horrible! I hurt myself too many times trying to help her move her stuff and now that all her stuff is in my room, my room has shrunk to 1/3 of its size  :(  I cant say I regret letting her move in because she's my friend and she needed help, but I did not expect to be so uncomfortable in my own room... It's alright though because it's only a few more weeks before I am back home.

Wow I'm really hungry right now... gotta get ready for class bye! 

Well...

For some reason I keep forgetting to go to my FYS 129 class each week and I'm determined to go today, but today was the worst day to go back because all the other days were fun and they made chocolate stuff in class and today we have to do a presentation about the chocolate website we were assigned! Ugh I am not at all prepared for this presentation, and just as I was about to make up a quick presentation I realized that it was Wednesday and I needed to make this blog post! :(  This is too much to do in less than an hour!!! On the other hand I've been missing my sociology class for the past 3 or 4 classes and I decided to go today especially since we had a test and I know I Aced it!!! That's why I love it so much; all I have to do is read the material he puts online and I pass the test every time. Oh and I was going to go to sociology Monday but I lost my phone and spent the whole morning trying to find it because I thought I left it in the library... It turns out I left it in the bathroom though and the girl who lives right across the hall from me found it so I wasted my time trying to file a police report and stuff lol. Also, that same day my friend had my keys to my room, but I had forgotten to get my work clothes and I had to borrow my boyfriend's black pants and work shirt and I had to wait for my coworker to finish her shift so she could loan me her shoes... of course I worked in my flip flops until I was able to get her shoes, I can't afford to miss money like that! It did feel really gross wearing someone else's shoes though...

On another note, why is it called spring recess and not Easter break? Are they trying not to offend people that are not Christians or something? If they are worried about offending non-Christians shouldn't they be worried about the Christians they are offending too? Anyways I don't really make a big deal about it, but I know a lot of people that are and I'm wondering if it's true that they say that so they will not offend other religions... I guess I'll save my religion talk for another post...

Spring Break!!! :)

This was the best spring break I've ever had mainly because I actually went out of town with friends instead of lounging around the house...

I went to Panama City Beach with 3 other friends, but first went to Nashville, back to Knoxville, then to Atlanta, and finally to PCB.
It seemed like we would never get there! The trip getting there was pretty exciting too though.  In Nashville, I spent two nights at Vandy in my friend's dorm and he was really mean. It was like it did not want us there at all, but before we got there it was like he was excited that I was coming... he made us sleep downstairs on couches the 1st night and a RA woke us up and told us that we weren't even allowed to sleep on those couches. The 2nd night he let us have a bed since he has no roommate, but my other friend that lives in Nashville decided to spend the night so I had to sleep on the floor  :(  my body was hurting soooooooo bad the next morning!
When we came back to Knoxville to pick up our other friend we ended up having car trouble which caused us to get to Atlanta around midnight and we didn't get to enjoy it like we planned because it was too late to really do anything...

Random Thought: this was a stinky trip! in Alabama we passed a yeast factory that smelled like a poop factory! and PCB was pretty stinky in some places.

In PCB:

• we ate out every night which broke our wallets
• me and another friend got kicked out of a club for a reason that Im not gonna say
• I got stung by a jellyfish
• I went parasailing
• we slept on the beach a few nights
• I had a rough ride on a banana boat because of the huge waves
• I almost drowned... not really but it felt like the waves were gonna take me away
• We got harassed by foreign ppl at the club
• we got harassed by a huge blk dude at the hotel trying to go to the pool with us
• tattoos are tooooooooooo expensive down there!!
• this list is getting too long so i'm gonna stop here....

Anyways, this was a great trip and I'm glad I proved my aunt wrong by making it back in one piece!... she sounded pretty sad to hear that nothing really bad happened to me and we made it back on time

The Frustrated Procrastinator!!! ... me

It's 4 o'clock in the morning,

I wish I was snoring.
Too bad I'm up late writing,
And I can't stop wining.
I hate writing papers,
I wish my meeting wasn't later.



















I've only written one sentence in three hours,

I wish I had super writing powers.

I hate when I keep finding other things to do besides write this paper... like:

watch youtube videos, sleep, eat, text, dance, download music, play sims on facebook, chat on facebook, breathe, live, shop online, think, clean my room, doodle... the list goes on forever!

THANK GOD FOR SPRING BREAK! HE KNOWS I NEED IT!!! 

me right now...

At the moment I want to shoot myself and and I am wishing that I could tell the person that came up with the whole writing essays thing to prove you can do it "go kill yourself " and other some things I would be kicked out of school for if I publish it...

whew! now that I got that off my chest... I hope everyone has a wonderful spring break/ rest of this week! :)

I am so glad my paper is due the day after I return from panama!!! best gift in the world!!! **in a sarcastic chipmunk voice**

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I wish I didn't mean some of the things I'm thinking right now...
I feel like I'm going insane...
Do I get like this every time I write a paper?... no!
I get frustrated, but not like this...
I can't believe I'm actually ranting on here about how much life sucks right now instead of finishing my paper! pi-ti-ful...



Anyways it's okay... all I have to do is keep thinking about spring break and other good things like:
chocolate, smiles, laughter, fun, life, pink, happiness, sunshine, blue skies, stars, not having to write essays for English about myself

Best Spring Break Ever?

Okay so I have big plans for spring break this year!... at least big for me... I think I mentioned it already in an earlier post... oh well here it is again
No sitting at home with nothing to do.
No watching tv and sleeping all day.
No freezing every time I go outside when it's supposed to be SPRING break.

This Spring Break I am going to Panama City Beach!!!

Yayyyyy me!!!!

Shopping. Swimming. Sun. Partying. Fun.!!!!

Anyways here's the issue...

My mother does not want me to go because we will be driving for a long time and "who knows what might happen to us"...

My response: Whatever! This is going to be a great adventure!
I need to experience life and that's hard to do sitting at home alone being bored! I know she's thinking what if I die or something, but people die at home all the time or even just driving to the grocery store!!
I would much rather die doing something I enjoy than sitting at home watching tv...
Plus if you have faith in God you should not be too afraid to live...

My aunt does not want me to go either...
She's been emailing programs for spring break pretending to be my mother and asking if it's too late for me to go... she emailed this one Christian program asking if they would accept my application late...ummmm no.
I don't think I would enjoy myself anyway... Oh and get this, She emailed a lady that's like my second mother asking if she would pretend to need help in her classroom and pay me to work over spring break with money my aunt sends to her... in the email my aunt says "Please don't mention this conversation"...my aunt accidentally sent me the email too!!! haha wow really?!

My response:
Yea okay... I'm still going...!
I need advice should I pretend to be ignorant of the scam or tell the lady the jig is up?